It seems like things might be getting back to the way they are supposed to be in my mind – she said that things are really more of a break than anything else, which was comforting and maddening all at the same time. I wish things had never wound up in the position they are in, but it doesn’t seem like there is anything I can do to change them at the moment. She’s just going to need time. I wish there was more to say here, but for some reason this doesn’t feel like the place, even though that’s its intended purpose….

I actually kind of miss school. I was sooo sick of it this semester that I thought being out the remainder of the semester would be a blessing, but I’m starting to think not. I really miss learning things and being pushed to think outside my normal thought process.

The trip back to Chicago is daunting on so many levels; I still don’t know how it is going to go. A mixture of happiness and depression I imagine.

Braveheart is on – going to watch that now.